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You were everything I wanted.
You were everything that I wanted, We were meant to be, supposed to be, but we lost it. All the memories so close to me just fade away. All this time you were pretending...So much for my happy ending.
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WOW! Long time with no update.. [26 Mar 2005|09:24pm]
[ mood | thankful ]
[ music | "Better is One Day" - Kutless ]

Okay..So the last time I updated this thing was last summer..haha...oh well I'm bored at the moment..so why not bring the live journal back right? haha/..Well here is how today went..

I was at Jessica's house mostly because Margo is here for spring break so I spent time with them and went to the mall and got a few cute things. The I came home and ate dinner and me and mom went back to the mall lol...but yeah it was fun..then we came home and sat down as a family and watched "The Passion of the Christ"...wow...what a tear jerker..everytime I see that I think of how amazing it was..but yeah and then the Easter Bunny will come tonight!!! and then I'll go to church in the morning...I love Easter...i mean not like Chirstmas but I do really enjoy it!

Happy Easter To ALL!!!!


Love Always!!

We were alright.

Kutless!! [15 Sep 2004|08:45pm]
[ mood | awake ]
[ music | "Passion" -Kutless ]

Well I'm terribly sorry that I haven't updated in about forever! I've just been nusy..but i had to write about last night because it was awesome! Me, Whitney, Jessica, Megan B, Megan W, Lindy and Natile went to the Kutless concert and wow...i mean I loved the band before but now i really LOVE them, hahah...I had so much fun..i recommend that band to everyone I think their great and have an awesome message. And I can't even explain how great they were live. Me and Whitney got to meet them afterwards and got some autographs and then went home. But what an awesome night! lol...Well i must go study! Peace out!

Taylor*

We were alright.

Fun Night! [04 Sep 2004|10:33am]
[ mood | bouncy ]
[ music | "45"-Shinedown ]

Wow! I think that last night was the best night yet this year! I mean I think that it's the first time I've been able to let go and lat myself have fun this year, but anyway I went hone and got a bunch of clothes and everything and then I went on over to Whitney's and got ready and then we picked up Terah and headed to the football game. When we got there we thought it was gonna kinda suck cause we couldn't walk around or anything but it turned out okay. It was cool cause i got to hang out with Amanda, I feel like I never see her anymore! So that was good! But oh my goodness! That was like the best game ever! Serioulsy it was awesome! I almost lost my voice! haha...and afterwards we all stormed the field! ah it was great! lol...so then I came home and went to sleep..

This morning I woke up and stated working on my cell model project and I'll probably be doing that all day until 3:30 when the CLEMSON game comes on! Woop woop! I'm excited! lol...But thats all for now!

All my love!

We were alright.

[31 Aug 2004|09:53am]
[ mood | blah ]
[ music | "Nobodys Home" - Avril Lavigne ]

[30 Aug 2004|06:34pm]

cheerjess911

Cool Quiz!!

 

What is your name?: Taylor Boyles


Are you named after anyone?: Well yeah...kinda...Taylor is my mom's maiden name lol

What's your screename?:SeeingStarz135


Would you name a child of yours after you?: Um definately not a first name but maybe as a middle name if it sounded right


If you were born a member of the opposite sex what would your name be?: Hm I think my parents sid that It would have have been Joel Keith Jr. (and just be called Keith) or Derek.

If you could switch names with a friend who would it be?: hmm Idk...i really like names of different nationalities..

Are there any mispronounciations/typos that ppl do w/ your name
constantly?: Yess..  Id I had a nickel for every time someone spelt my name "Bowles"

Would you drop your last name if you became famous?: Sure.. why not.

Basics

Your gender:: Girl

Straight/Gay/Bi:: Straight

Single?: At the moment.

If not, do you want to be?: ...

Birthdate:: March 10 1989

Your age:: 15

Age you act:: 5Hmm well i think I have acted about every age..lol..It just depends

Age you wish you were:: 18..


Your height:: 5'4

Eye color:: Blue/Green (They change...idk why!)

Happy with it?: yeah I guess so

Hair color:: Redish Brownish


Happy with it?: I guess so


Lefty/righty/ambidextrous:: Righty.

Your living arrangement::Momma Daddy


Your family:: Momma Daddy

.
Have any pets?: I have a cat (Simba) and a Dog (Riley)

Whats your job?: Nothing at the moment.

Piercings?: 2 holes in each ear...and soon my belly button

Tattoos?: Nope..


Obsessions?: Maybe..
Addictions?: Hmm idk


Do you speak another language?: Well i don't speak anything other than english WELL...but i try my hardest!

Have a favorite quote?: Sure until you ask me what it is.. then i go blank..

Do you have a webpage?: A Livejournal..

Deep Thoughts About Life and You in it

Do you live in the moment?: I think so

Do you consider yourself tolerant of others?: To a certain extent..
Do you have any secrets?: Of course..
Do you hate yourself?: Sometimes...

Do you like your handwriting?: No way! But i think that it's because I've looked at my own for the past 15 years and I just get tired of it lol

Do you have any bad habits?: I guess so

What is the compliment you get from most people?:  I guess that people can talk to me...idk!


If a movie was made about your life, what would it be called?: Idk!
What's your biggest fear?: Spiders..

Can you sing?: Riiight!

Do you ever pretend to be someone else just to look cool?: Heck no! i mean whats fun about that?


Are you a loner?: Noooo.. i cant even go into the grocery store alone... much less anything else.. definately not a loner..


What are your #1 priorities in life?: Faith...Family...Friends...Being the person that God wants me to be..
If you were another person, would you be friends with you?:I would hope so..

Are you a daredevil?: It depends


Is there anything you fear or hate about yourself?: Hmm im usually not very open with certain people.. if you get on my nerves you usually wont know it.. if im upset sometimes you cant tell.. im not very open at all sometimes..


Are you passive or agressive?: Hmm.. depends on the situation.
Do you have a journal?: Sure Do!

What is your greatest strength and weakness?: Strength - Hm I'm trying to think...I guess being opinionated and telling people what I think. Weakness- Dweeling on something bad that has happened to me and not moving on
If you could change one thing about yourself, what would it be?: My Metabolisim! haha
Do you think you are emotionally strong?: To an extent

Is there anything you regret doing/not doing in life?: most Definately.

Do you think life has been good so far?: Overall, Sure.. sometimes there are bumps in the road along the way.. but nothings perfect in life.

What is the most important lesson you've learned from life?: if you wanna do something dont let other people stand in your way.., and if you never speak up.. you wont get what you want..
What do you like the most about your body?: Not so much..

And least?: Just me whole "body type" lol
Do you think you are good looking?: It wouldnt bother me if im not..

Are you confident?: In certain things..

What is the fictional character you are most like?:... not so sure..

Are you perceived wrongly?: Not really..


Do You...

Smoke?: Never

Do drugs?: Never Ever
Read the newspaper?: only sports

Pray?: Oh yes!
Go to church?: Mos Def!

Talk to strangers who IM you?: Sometimes..

Sleep with stuffed animals?: Just my Blankey!

Take walks in the rain?: Oh yeah!


Talk to people even though you hate them?: I try to be nice to everyone
Drive?: Yes, with that handy dandy oh so awesome permit.. SIKE

Like to drive fast?: Ohh Yess


Would or Have You Ever?

Liked your voice?: Not really...I mean it sounds okay to me but like on anwering machines it's all weird!

Hurt yourself?: I set myself up emotionally, just to fall right back down...

Been out of the country?: Yes.

Eaten something that made other people sick?: Not really..

Been in love?: I think so
Done drugs?: Nope

Gone skinny dipping?: haha no..

Had a medical emergency?: Yeah..

Had surgery?: yep

Ran away from home?: Just to the tree outside our house
Played strip poker?: Ha.. nope
Gotten beaten up?: Not that I remember.

Beaten someone up?: I don't think so lol
Been picked on?: haha everyday.
Been on stage?: Many times.
Slept outdoors?: yeah man!
Thought about suicide?: Not Serioulsy
Pulled an all nighter?: Oh goodness no! If you know me at all...you'll know that that is not prssible with me!

If yes, what is your record?: like 3 in the morning?
Gone one day without food?: Heck no!

Talked on the phone all night?: not really
Slept together with the opposite sex w/o actually having sex?: Yeah..
Slept all day?: Nah..

Killed someone?: Felt like it.. but no..
Made out with a stranger?: Hmm no..
Had sex with a stranger?: Nope..

Thought you're going crazy?:Plenty of times..

Kissed the same sex?: Not like.. romantically!.

Done anything sexual with the same sex?: Never..

Been betrayed?: A few times...

Had a dream that came true?: Well I never remember my dreams...so who knows! lol
Broken the law?: I'm thinkin so..

Met a famous person?: Sure.

Have you ever killed an animal by accident?: oh goodness no!

On purpose?: Like.. a spider.. yess..

Told a secret you swore you wouldn't tell?: well maybe like to my mom...but not to anyone who was gonna spread it
Stolen anything?: Only when I was little

Been on radio/tv?: I don't think so

Been in a mosh-pit?: Kinda..

Had a nervous breakdown?: Idk..

Bungee jumped?: No, But i want to!


Had a dream that kept coming back?: I don't remember!!



Beliefs

Belive in life on other planets?: Not really.

Miracles?: Yes.
Astrology?: No way!

Magic?: No.

God?: Oh yeah!
Satan?: yeah..

Santa?: Definately! and any of you who say no isn't gonna get any presents!!

Ghosts?: Who can say? I don't really think so...
Luck?: definately...people always get lucky

Love at first sight?: Of Course.

Yin and yang (that good cant exist w/o bad)?: Sure.

Witches?: Nope.

Easter bunny?:Duh!

Believe its possible to remain faithful forever?: Yes I do...

Believe theres a pot of gold at the end of a rainbow?: Of couse!

Do you wish on stars?: All the time...I just wish they came true!


Deep Theological Questions

Do you believe in the traditional view of Heaven and Hell?: Yes.

Do you think God has a gender?: Nope.well in a sense...but not really...
Do you believe in organized religion?: yeah I suppose so...but people should be free to worship in any way they want to
Where do you think we go when we die?: Heaven or Hell..

Friends

Do you have any gay/lesbian friends?: Gay Friends.

Who is your best friend?: Whitney, Jessica, Terah, Margo and Rachel, Courtney, Morgan...the list goes on and on!

Who's the one person that knows most about you?: Whitney or Jessica

What's the best advice that anyone has ever given to you?: Don't let one bad thing get you down for the rest of your life..
Your favourite inside joke?: Heyyy Fishy Fishy Fishy..(haha Jess!)

Thing you're picked on most about?: Idk...theres alot of things! lol

Who's your longest known friend?: Whitney or Jessica
Newest?: I guess Rachel lol
Shyest?: Terah I guess although none of them really
Funniest?: Margp and Jess for all our wonderful inside jokes..

Sweetest?: They all are sweet.

Closest?: All of them...

Weirdest?: Haha hmm probly Rachel sometimes..
Smartest?: Whitney

Ditziest?: Jessica or Courtney at times..
Friends you miss being close to the most?: Ummm, Whitney..and Margo (but just cause shes not in NC lol...when she comes down here we're just as close as ever)

Last person you talked to online?: Zach
Who do you talk to most online?: Margo and Jessica

Who are you on the phone with most?: Tucker! ah thats really sad!

Who do you trust most?: idk thats a serious question!

Who listens to your problems?: All of them..But Amgro can make you laugh no matter what!

Who do you fight most with?: I havent fought with them in a while..
Who's the nicest?: They all are.
Who's the most outgoing?: hmm idk

Who's the best singer?: Lordy i don't know!

Who's on your shit-list?: No one at the moment!
Have you ever thought of having sex with a friend?: um no not so much

Who's your second family?: Hmm idk..I have alot of second families lol.

Do you always feel understood?: uh no

Who's the loudest friend?: I guess Rachel...*Don't you just HATE when people swap spit in the halls* haha!
Do you trust others easily?: Not really.. my good friends yes.. but people I barely know.. not really.

Who's house were you last at?: rachles
Name one person who's arms you feel safe in:: There's a couple...

Do your friends know you?: Better than I do probly...

Friend that lives farthest away:: My Margo...* sad face*


Love and All That

Do you consider love a mistake?: Sometimes.
What do you find romantic?: Sweethearts.
Turn-on?: Guys that always want to protect you...even if you don't need them to

Turn-off?: Cocky Guys..

First kiss?: Ha. not going there..

If someone u had no interest in had interest in dating u how would u
feel?: Give it a chance and see where it goes from there..
Do you prefer knowing someone before dating them or going: Definately.

Have u ever wished it was more socially acceptable 4 a girl 2 ask a guy out: When I was younger.

Have you ever been romantically attracted to someone physically unattractive: Yes.

Do you think the opposite sex finds you good looking?: Good one!

What is best about the opposite sex?: personality and hair! lol
What is the worst thing about the opposite sex?: Cocky Guys.. and people with bad hygiene.

What's the last present someone gave you?: hmm..I think a box of things that Kirston's mom gave me lol
Are you in love?: Not at the moment.
Do you consider your significant other hot?: There isn't a significant other at the time..

Who Was the Last Person...

That haunted you?: Haha!

You wanted to kill?: hmm...

That you laughed at?: Probly Jess

That laughed at you?: Momma.

That turned you on?: Ohhh...

You went shopping with?: jessica I do believe

That broke your heart?: Not gonna say..

To disappoint you?: daddy

To ask you out?:Kirston...yeahhhh...
To make you cry?: ^^^^ _ No t going there!

To brighten up your day?: My Momma.

That you thought about?: Lots of People..

You saw a movie with?: my momma
You talked to on the phone?: mom

You talked to through IM/ICQ?: Zach

You saw?: Daddy.

You lost?: Well Mrs. Cambell died?.



Right This Moment...

Are you going out?: Just got In..

Will it be with your significant other?: If there was one..

Or some random person?: Nah..

What are you wearing right now?: Shorts and tshirt

Body part you're touching right now:: uhh?

What are you worried about right now?: Some things..

What book are you reading?: "Night" but only cause it's fr English

What's on your mousepad?: Clemson Tigers!! Heck yeah
Use 5 words to describe how you're feeling:: Sick, worried, hurt, hopeful, waiting
Are you bored?: Yes.

Are you tired?: Yes.

Are you talking to anyone online?: Not at this certain moment
Are you talking to anyone on the phone?: No.

Are you lonely or content?: both lol
Are you listening to music?: indeed

We were alright.

I think about your Face and how I fall into your eyes.. [31 Aug 2004|09:48am]
[ mood | sick ]
[ music | "Echo" - Trapt ]

Well I'm at home right now with a sore throat while all of you are at school.lol...But I really wanted to got to school today i man I don't like to miss school. But my mom made me stay out lol...so yeah I did. But I'll definately be back tomorrow! I'm really boerd lol...so I think I may go watch a movie! Byee!

400 Said We were alright.

I love this Song! [21 Aug 2004|09:36am]
[ mood | indescribable ]
[ music | Music Videos... ]

Can you feel it crush you
Does it seem to bring the worst in you out
Theres no running away from
These things that hold you down

Do they complicate you
Because they make you feel like this
Of all the colors that you shine
This is surely not your best

But you should know these
Colors that your shinin'

Are surely not the best
Colors that you shine
Surely not the best
Colors that you shine

I know you feel alone, yea
No one else can figure you out
But don't you ever turn away from
The ones that held you down

They love to save you
Don't you know they would love to see you smile
But these colors that you shine
Are surely not your style

But you should know these
Colors that your shinin'

Are surely not the best
Colors that you shine
Surely not the best
Colors that you shine

I know your feeling like your lost
But you should know these colors that are shinin' are
I know your feeling like your lost
You feel you've drifted way to far
Did you know these colors that shinin' are

Surely not the best
Colors that you shine
Surely not the best
Colors that you shine
Surely not the best (I know your feeling like your lost)
Colors that you shine (But you should know these colors that are shinin' are)
Surely not the best (I know your feeling like your lost)
You feel you drifted way to far
Did you know these colors that shinin' are
-"Colors" by Crossfade
_That song just made me think of someone...plus it's an awesome song..._

We were alright.

Lala.... [21 Aug 2004|09:20am]
[ mood | awake ]
[ music | "Love Makes The World Go Round"- Ashlee Simpson ]

Well last night I went to the first davie game...It was fun I guess...I mmean I've been to a few that were better but i had fun! I was there with Morgan and Jenny...and I met Janny's cousin Ashley who goes to west..Shes really nice! lol...well yeah the game was good i supposed I just had to watch a certain "someone" but I won't go into that..hmm...lol well thats about it! lol...sorry that was pointless...

We were alright.

hmmm [19 Aug 2004|08:07pm]
[ mood | loved ]
[ music | "Colors"- Crossfade ]

Well I thought I would just put some things in here that helped me out alot!

sparklety15:This won't last. I promise you that. For now, just keep your head high, and act like it doesn't bother you. It's hard seeing someone you love, be with someone else, but for now your just going to have to suck it in and be strong! :-\ It's hard to do, believe me. You can do it, and just remember in about 2 weeks, it will be all over! lol

Thanks Tabby!!

dukegirL182: haha but yeahhh it basically said.. that he deserves to get his pansy ass kicked by me and whoever else will help

Thanks Amgro!

Yall and all my other friends are the best out there...I think I've got the bestest friends in the entire world!

200 Said We were alright.

Why? [18 Aug 2004|08:07pm]
[ mood | Ugh! ]
[ music | "Glycerine"-Bush ]

okay, I don't even know where to start..Today Is like one of my top 5 worst days of my life..

I found out the he has a girlfriend...I saw them at break and my heart just sank...I just wanted to die...Thanks to Jessica for the lovely card and Margo and Miranda for the IM's they helped alot...But i still feel like crap. I don't know I guess I kinda feel like I'm not good enough...I see them and I just want that to be me with him so bad..oh well...I just don't understand why my life sucks so badly at times...

We were alright.

it's the way your words connect my thoughts... [14 Aug 2004|07:36pm]
[ mood | hungry ]
[ music | "Cold"- Crossfade ]

Well I will tell you of my eventful day!!

Okay so I woke up and me and Momma had to go get our haircut so we went and did that and then I came home and chilled for like 30 minutes...then I had to leave to go pick Tucker up from North Davie..he went to that Alan Keyes thing so yeah I went and pikced him up and we went to Rachel' s house cause me and Rachel have to make a video thing for school...and Tucker, Courtney, Morgan and Jessica were helping us out..So yeah that was fun! Haha when we got there we took "Bubba" (Morgan's truck) and "Herbie" (Courtney's bug) and like raced lol...I rode in Herbie with Courtney lol..and then we went in and just kinda hung out...and then we decided we needed to go ahead and make the movie...so we went and did a couple takes..but oh my gosh! I was gonna get in Herbie and Tucker wouldn't let me in the back seat so I was just gonna crawl over him and somehow my 3 middle fingers got shut in the door!!!! Oh lordy!!! I was in pain!! and i was like Oh my gosh!! and Tucker couldn't find the handle to open the door...well finally we opened to door and let's just say that my fingers were a nice shade of purpule! well anyway I was scared I had broke them...but they got better...they are just a little swollen now...but anyway then Courtney had to go to work..so we went in and watched what we had filmed and then my dad came and picked me and Tucker up...and we took Tucker home and then i came home! lol...and thats it!! Hope you enjoyed it!!

Love you!!

We were alright.

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